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HEY GUYS I HAVE A NEW ACCOUNT IT IS crazy4luvinu IM GONNA ADD PEOPLE BUT YOU HAVE TO COMMENT OTHERWISE I CANT ADD YOU CUZ I WONT KNOW WHAT YOUR USERNAME IS. www.livejournal.com/users/crazy4luvinu |
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[Aug. 8th, 2004|10:26 am] |
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| | nothing, im sitting in solem silence on a dull dark dock lol | ] |
Well i know i know i knowdidnt keep my promise but w/e. Sue me. Well I am in Chicago with my brothers girlfriend and then my brother is coming home tomorow. woot woot. Well his girlfriend is a working actress, like her good friend was the guy with the gottee in Texas Chainsaw Massacre. She is so cool. She has working on Young and the Restless and everything. She is sooooo cool. I have been here since friday and im so happy im here. Well today is my best friends birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY CORTNEY!!!!!!!! I love you. Well I am sitting here watching the Fresh Prince of Bel-Air. I love that show. Well i am kinda bored cuz i am sitting up in his apartment while Loren is downstairs working out. What I should be doing. But im not. Well i still have To kill a Mokingbird to finish and i am not even half way through. lol. Well im gonna read tonight if it kills me. Well i am gonna go considering i dont know wat to do but i will find something. Well, ttyl byez |
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[Jun. 27th, 2004|04:03 am] |
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| | Breaking the Habit- Linkin Park | ] |
Hey,
I am really really bored. I know, I know, I know, I havent updated but that is becuz my computer has had a million and 2 viruses and it wouldnt let me go ot any websites. But here I am!!!!! Well, Summer school starts July 7th and I am really really excited. I cant wait to actually get out of the fucking house and do something. I told myself i was gonna loose weight this summer but i am too busy doing nothing. The only thing i accomplished this summer is getting a tan. The only i am not looking forward to in summer school is waking up at like 4:30 or 5:00 to get ready. But w/e, i guess sleep is something i sacrificed to go to New World. Well, I am bored. i said that before but that probably tells u that i am really really really really bored!!!! I dont really have any big news so i dont really a reason to be writing, but once again. . ..im bored!! Well, update when my life becomes exciting. O yea and David, plz dont call me anymore. |
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[Jun. 10th, 2004|03:19 pm] |
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| | Nothing really, just sitting in silence | ] |
Sry, i accidentaly pushed the enter button and it updated it. So ya im back from new york, which doesnt make me happy but w/e, i better get used to it. SCHOOL IS OUT FOR SUMMA!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOOOO!!!! I have enjoyed alot of moments at Southwood but i have hated alot more. Im sorry but the past 3 years have been hell for me. I hated them. But dont take that personally because it wasnt ur fault. Actually, i dont think is was anybody's fault. Oh well, I AM A NEW WORLD FRESHMAN!!!!!!! WOOOHOOO!!! I am so excited but scared out of my mind about going to new world. I am afraid that i wont have any body because alot of my friends are going ot different schools and the friedns that are going have other friends that they are going to hang out with. I guess i will just have to learn to be independent and be able to be on my own when i ahve to be. Well, ya anyways. Today I was talking on the phone with Stephen and my mom was standing at my door listening to everything i said. Which included curse words. I got off the phone cuz she needed to use it and then she asked me when she got off why i am speaking like i am a neaderthal.. .... i was so pissed becuz i knew that she was listening once she said that. I had to call stephen back and while the phone was ringing I could hear like things being moved around so i went quietly outside and looked where the other phone was and she was standing there on the phone!!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!! I AM NEVER GOING TO TALK ON THE PHONE AGAIN WITHOUT HAVING THE OTHER PHONE RIGHT NEXT OT ME!!! this realy makes me not trust her with my privacy!!! UGH!!! W/e i cant do anything about it. I am going to Songs for a New World tonight at the JCC so i will be back later on. I am going to bring my moms camera(hopefully) to see if i can post pictures on here so that all that care can actually witness my summer. Well, i really dont have much more to say but i will be sure to update more considering i am not grounded anymore and i wil be very bored. peace |
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[Jun. 10th, 2004|03:17 pm] |
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How long has it been since I have updated?!?!??!? Well, I have a really good reason. I was grounded which really sux so now im not grounded and things are all better. Well, i went to new york and that was alot of fun. I would write about it but it would be a really long journal entry and i have a million other things to write about. |
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[Apr. 12th, 2004|04:35 pm] |
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| | "Can't Live a Day" - Avalon | ] |
Today, school wasnt really that big of a deal. In first period, there was a sub and it was really boring but hey we didnt do any work, so y am i complaining? IDK. Yea, in 2nd period we didnt do anything. In 3rd and 4th we ran HARD WORK like a million times and i was in character the whole time all 3 times, but of course the time that i break for liek 2 seconds ms lilly yells at me. w/e. ANd i cant stand that people are like talking about me and stephens dance thingy. I dont like it. I didnt make ti up and i want to change it but of course people are like bugging me about it telling me, "They didnt do that in the 80's" I KNOW IT WASNT MY IDEA!!!!!!!! IT WAS STEPHENS IDEA AND HE WANTED TO DO IT SO HE COULD SHOW OFF. w/e People just think that they are inferer to other people and can control them. BUT THEY CANT!!!!!!!! ANyways, so yea and then i got in trouble in math cuz i ddint do my homework and i got to eat my halls defense thingys in history cuz i told her i ahd a sore throat. IM SO BAD. I might have a death this week becuz i have a D on my report card adn we are getting them this week. PRAY FOR ME PLZ!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM DOING BETTER THIS TIME I PROMISE YOU I AM I JUST WNA TOT KEEP EVERYTHING THAT I HAVE AND I WANT TO BE ABLE TO GO ONLINE AND STUFF LIEK THAT. PLZ PLZ PLZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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[Apr. 9th, 2004|10:48 pm] |
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| | The First Cut is the Deepest - Sheryl Crow | ] |
OK, i have decided to put wat i wrote on. So. . . .here it is.
I wish I could tell someone what i am going through. The only person that understands is not with me. I want help but I ont want to tell anyone at the same time. Wouldn't life be better without food? You wouldnt have to worry about your weight and people judging you becuz the food might match to the fat. You could concentrate on more things that matter. My grades ahve dropped becuz of my concerns. WHen I got upset or depressed about soemthing, I begin to mess up my prioritys and instead of doing homework, I will live the night online, listeing to music, watching tv, and talking on the phone. I wish I could meet someone that can COMPLETELY UNDERSTAND what i am thinking in my head. People will just judge.They blow things out of proportion and jump down my throat about it. "What your doing is wrong" they say. Yea I know it is wrong but when you drink, before you do it, dont u think twice? Yet you still go through with it and u suffer the consequences. Then most people will do it again wont they? Then why when i trust in someone to let my secret out, do i have to get a lecture? IM NOT STUPID. Is it a bad thing to want my life back. I wish I had all the answers. Or at least some of them. But other then being an intellegent and complelty together person, I am a completly confused person and modd changes along wiht my brain. Y cant i be normal? Y cant i ahve a normal life and not ahve to worry about things that shouldnt matter. That dont matter. Becoming perfect is such a struggle yet the outcome isnt wat you want. I will never be wat i want. How does god choose which people gets to be perfect and gets the perfect body? |
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[Apr. 8th, 2004|10:26 pm] |
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| | "Er" - Not music but w/e | ] |
Today was really really stressful. It was actually fine up until like 3 period drama. In out drama class we have a lot of people who like to talk and disrespect Mrs. Lilly. I hate those types of people. Ok, so maybe u dont like ms. lilly that doesnt mean that she snt ur teacher and she doesnt deserve 100% of ur respect. In the process of not respecting her, they talk and talk and talk and talk. I can not stand it. Sometimes they are really good and they dont really talk that much but on some occasions they like to talk and be really bitchy. I guess today was one of those days. Then if that wasnt bad enough, I go to lunch and find out that people are telling other people to not go to FAME!!!!! Y THE HELL NOT?!??! SO MAYBE TODAY WASNT A REALLY GOOD DAY AND WE SOUNDED REALLY BAD, IT DOESNT MATTER!!!! OUR SHOW IS GONNA KICK ASS(IT ALREADY DOES) AND WHEN PEOPLE ARE IN THAT AUDIENCE THEY ARE GONNA SHIVER THIER WAY OUT OF THE AUDITORIUM. And then the person that told me this also told me that she had an excuse for doing this. There is no excuse. YOu need to sell this show like ur life depended on it. Anyways, I wrote more and that thing and I am gonna post it. I just have to ask that this go to no one considering I am letting my feelings go out becuz i need to tell someone. Well i dont have time tonight. Maybe tomorow. |
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| DANCE AND DRAMA MAGENT PRESENTS NOTHING BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
[Apr. 7th, 2004|04:03 pm] |
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| | "It wasn't me" - Shaggy and some other guy | ] |
Hey guys today wasnt really that good, but it wasnt bad so i better not complain. Fill this out plz. . . i really want someone to fill this out. . . .. FILL IT OUT!!!! j/k. In math we were going over homework so i didnt really pay attention so i wrote something and i am debating whether or not to post it on my journal. I will be back later if i do and obviously i wont if i dont. NINA GET BETTER!!!!!!!! Fame is going really good except the fact that they are saying "DANCE MAGNET ADN DRAMA MAGNET ARE PRESENTING" They (not all of them) are in ONE SONG!!!!!!!!!!! I hate the dance magnet they get everything they want!!!! When alot of drama people were in nutcracker they didnt say "Dance magent and drama magent presents" did they???? NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO This shit pisses me so i just try to keep my cool when the morning announcements come on. So yea go ahead and fill out the form and look at my journal later on tonight and i might have something.
Have you ever...
hugged me:
kissed me:
seen me naked:
gone out with me:
hated me:
been pissed off at me:
made me cry:
dreamnt about me, if so what was it:
Would you ever...
fuck me:
play with me:
try to cheer me up:
go out with me, if you have would you do so again?:
betray me:
make me cry purposefully:
tell me things I don't wanna hear:
What are...
things we have in common:
things we disagree on:
things you wish you could changed about me:
things you would keep the same about me:
things you would change about my appearance:
things you wish you could do with me:
things you wish we'd never done:
What is my...
favorite color:
eye color:
hair color:
weight:
favorite haircolor:
favorite food:
nationality:
Do I...
get on your nerves:
make you happy:
turn you on:
make you want to be a better person:
make you lose sleep:
make you laugh:
Do you...
like me, as a friend? as more?:
love me:
hate me:
care about me:
worry about me:
On a final note...
What do you truly think about me:
Is there anything you've wanted to say to me but couldn't:
Want me to fill this out for you: |
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[Apr. 6th, 2004|07:42 pm] |
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| | The First Cut is the Deepest - Sheryl Crow | ] |
Today i didnt really do anything!!!!! My life is so boring sometimes. My bus came late and i had to have a piano lesson so that was the exciting part of it i guess. I am writing this becuz i dont want to finish my homework but i know that i will ahve to sooner or later. W/e. Yea I didnt really do anything during spring break except help to build a set and go to rehersal at actors playhouse. I need a life!!! lol. So. . .. .. . yea i guess that is it. This summer I am going to my brothers in Chicago for 3 weeks and considering he isnt gonna be there alot, he will be with the cubs at away games, i will be able to bond with his girlfriend Nikki. SHE IS SOOOOOO COOL!!!!!!!!! OMG SHE IS THE NICEST PERSON AND REALLY ATHLETIC!!!!!!! I LOVE HER!!!!! Then I am gonna come back, go to summer school for new world, and then go to hawaii with my sister for like a week!!!! woo i will get a tan!!!!!!! I wont be white anymore!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!! Tomorow I am gonna wear the cutest shirt with fishnets on my arms and a skirt and my hair braided in pigtails and im gonna look so cute!!!!! I cant wait!!!!!! I dont know y but i have this feeling that i want to look cute tomorow!!!! YAY FOR ME!!!!! ok im gonna go and eat i think, i dont know. |
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[Mar. 19th, 2004|07:17 pm] |
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| |  crazy | ] |
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| | "Just Dance"-Center Stage Soundtrack | ] |
Today was really weird. Here is a breakdown.
1st period:
ok. first of all there was a substitute with really long hair and it was a guy. ok. Then he said that we could eat(me being the person I am i didnt have food the time that we could eat) and then he said that we could as long as we gave him half. I was like ok lol. But then someone was eating something and he was like give me half and the kid was like no this is my lunch no way. Then the sub said to throw it out unless he was gonna give him half. needless to say he was weird.
2nd period:
i took a test/quiz that i most likely failed, surprise surprise, and we got to vote for it to be worth 2 or 1 grade(s). I of course voted 1. so yea then my teacher is mrs. denn and she is chinese and people make fun of her all the time and i really feel bad for her. Well, today this girl Danielle was like, "mrs. denn are u wearing pajamas cuz my pajamas look like that." and it doesnt sound very mean but she was wearing this one peice suit thingy and it was weird looking but i dont think it was very nice to comment on it and the rest of the period ms. denn was really quiet and she looked sad.
3rd and 4th period:
We practiced for FAME!!!!! We are coreagraphing (woo im bad at spelling) the actually song FAME and people would not get it. I mean i have some what of an advantage cuz i have been taking dance since i was like 3 or 4 and other people have never danced a day in thier life and I understand that but I mean some of the people either dont care or just have no cordination. Some people like my friends I can understand becuz they were trying but others, if they didnt get it the first time they didnt even attempt the second so that kinda pissed me off. Other then that the period was fun except i pulled a musle (bad again) in my leg so it hurts to walk.
5th period:
Math is my 5th period and we had a test. . . . yea that was about it.
6th period:
OMG History was soooooo funny today. OK, there are these 3 guys Derrick, Rory, and Jeremy. We went into the library and at school we have our own like user names to sign into so we can like decorate the desktop. Well, behind us in there were some of our old teachers so they were looking at our desktops but not really intentionally. So all 3 of those guys log into thier usernames and one of them has Mariah Carey in like close to nothing(clothes), one has jennifer lopez, also in close to nothing, and the other with Halle Berry, even worse in the close to nothing department. Well, 10 minutes to the bell, our old teachers came up and told my history teacher about the desktops. Ms. Mateu( history teacher now) came to them and asked ot see the desktops and she saw them and told them to take it off. Mr Leone(6th grade science teacher) and Ms. Brooker(7th grade science teacher) were there and mr. leone was like, "u know wat we should put on there?. . . .we should put barney and have it singing." So they put barney on it and mrs. mateu said that if they ever take it off she will give them conduct cuts for the inappropriate pics. LMAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So they logged on and Barney said,"Hey. . .I love you . . ." and it started singing ILOVE U song. LMAOLMAOLMAO!!!!!!!!! IT WAS SOO FUNNY!!!!!!!!!!
Yea so that was my day.
Byez |
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[Mar. 18th, 2004|09:13 pm] |
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| | Fraggle rock-muppets (ok, so i have no life, so wat) | ] |
hey everybody,
I am sorry i havent updated u in awhile but i have just been really depressed lately. Mainly becuz I didnt make it into coral reef or new world so i guess I am going to be a courgarette!!!!! wooo (the color gaurd for killian) anyways, yea i might have a new entry in a couple of minutes if i find out how to gget pics on here. byez |
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[Mar. 10th, 2004|08:30 pm] |
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| | My Immortal-Evanescence (this is my mood) | ] |
I AM SUCH A DITZ!!!!!!!! Today I was on the bus and I was looking at the house's and one of them said 11111 and i was just kinda thinking to myself and i said, "Wow that would be a cool house to live in. . . . .11111. . . ." I looked around and i started craking up like literally i felt my lungs were collapsing. Then i said, "sry, I am very easily self entertained by myself," then i realized wat i said and i started laughing even more. ROFLMAO!!!!!!! sry i find it funny. Well my trip to Arizona was better then expected but still not the funnest time ever. When we were on our way home on the plane, we had to stop in San Antonio and Tampa and then get off in Fort Lauderdale. Except we had to same plane so we just stayed on the plane the whole time so i was in one seat from 5:00 to 11:00!!!!!! Needless to say my ass hurts!!!!!! Yea, when we stopped in Tampa the pilot came on adn told us "that for those of us continuing on to Fort Lauderdale just stay on the plane while we fuel up adn ask for directions. . . ." WTF!!!!! HOW IS THAT SUPPOSED TO BE REASURING!?!?!?!??! It was kinda funny though so that kinda made my fright so away. Yea today was blah kinda got into a fight wiht stephen adn lydian about me lying about some thing. I was lying yet i wasnt. All of the things i told them was true, except the past about me going out with this guy. I should have stayed with my instinct and just told them the truth and not lyed to them. I mean we acted like we were going out so i just found it easier to tell them we were. . . . . its complicated.. . . .so yea if Lydian or Stephen happen to be reading this then plz understand wat i am saying cuz this si the absolute truth and I am very very very sry for lying to u. IM SRY IM SRY!!!!!!!!!! That is about it so yea. . . . . . . . im done i guess. . . . . . . . .byez. |
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[Mar. 4th, 2004|04:26 pm] |
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| | Breathing - Yellowcard (kick ass song) | ] |
Well, tomorow I journey off to Arizona. I really really really really really dont want to go. I have to miss 2 more days of school, and i already have like 12 absenses. I am starting to rack up the unexcused absenses which sux. Anyways, well today for 1st and 2nd and 3rd period, I was in the Library for that stupid useless thing that the state has to administer. . . .wat is it again. . . .oh yea FCAT!!!!!!!!!!! IT IS SO FUCKING POINTLESS!!!!!!!!! Today I read about this chinese guy inventing paper and had to explain wat i would already know about him if i met him today!!!!!!!!!!! WTF IS WRONG WITH THE GOVERNMENT THESE DAYS!?!?!?!?!?! WAT GOOD WILL IT DO IN THE FUTURE FOR ME TO HAVE KNOWN WAT I WOULD KNOW ABOUT A RANDOM PERSON WITH A RANDOM NAME WHOM I WILL NEVER MEET!?!?!?!?!? So yea, that was that. In 4th period drama we just blocked more scenes of FAME that im not in. 5th period sucked becuz it is math and math sux. I know that I am supposed to look at things in terms of school in a positive way, but why does it matter that I know wat the slope intercept form of a line is. Unless I was going to be a professional line drawer(do they have those), wat difference does it make???? So yea, then I had 6th period which was History and I practically killed my hand by writing so many things at once. I filled up 4 pages front adn back of information in a time period of 40 minutes. WATS WRONG WITH THAT?!?!?! That was my day. . . . . not very exciting I know. . . . . . my life is full of stress man. . . .wats wrong with that. Im gonna have an ulcer by the age of 18. So yea, I wont be able to write all weekend so my next entry will be on Tuesday to tell u all about my trip whether u care or not. Pray for me that I have fun and it isnt some shitty weekend. |
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[Mar. 2nd, 2004|04:09 pm] |
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| |  sick | ] |
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| | The Theme Song to Lilo and Stitch (dont ask) | ] |
This is my new journal cuz I got bored with the other one. Anyways, I am soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo sick!!!!! I am missing the FCAT and normally people would be happy about that but in my case I would have to make it up on Friday, but on Friday I have to go to Arizona to check out hot major league baseball players. lol. Oh yea, and to see my brother. hehehehehehe im so bad!!!!! So yea. im not only sick.. . .. . . . . . . . IM REALLY BORED. CALL ME SOMEONE!!!!! SAVE ME FROM MY MISERY!!!!!!! So yea. My life is full of drama and I dont mean the type onstage (well that too), I mean the type with people fighting with people, or people falling in love with people, etc. You get my point. So this journal will probably be very eventful, so boggle your zitsbelts, (buckle your seatbelts)( It is from a play I was in) Yea talk later
-Kara |
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